right …. firstly i can be so stupid sometimes… built the bike last night but never tested it… so this morning i got ready to ride my bike to work… i decided to ride it on my street first to make sure it was ok…. first off the brakes were so loud i think somethings wrong with them and the gears won’t change properly… anyway i still decided to ride it…. big mistake… as the journey is mostly up hill it was hard… i felt like i was gonna get cramp… and when i stopped at the traffic lights i could hardly start again.

Today i had the bi-monthly project board meeting… this is where the Directors, Clinicians etc come together to justify if money is being well spent.. all i can say they aren’t to happy… it feels weird that i’ve got this job actually… everyone in that room today was alot older than me… i felt like a kid with grown ups around me… I was so shy… but i had to speak a few times each time i sounded like a retard… i really feel i’m in the wrong job… this job is for a person is who has had like 10 years exp.

Anyway got a little bored half way through i started taking pictures secretly…

Anyway i decided to have lunch with Monica… went Nando’s yum yum… had the salad…. the place was full of school kids from Marylebone School… i could tell cos Anna used to go there (hmmm anna in school uniform…. anyway) i think they are so spoilt… when i went school we wasn’t allow out to eat… but they get to go nandos fo lunch… how the hell do they afford it?

Afterwork i went to a special preview screening of Sunshine at the Kingston Odeon… (which is released tomorrow..) i’ve had a few invites now but have never gone cos the movies had been shit but i read up about this movie and was intrested cos the person who wrote the screenplay was Alex Garland (also wrote the beach) The movie was not bad i guess…. not really my cup of tea…