Tonight i’m reminded about how unreliable some people are. You wonder why you help them so much and all you end up is stress. what makes me just get up and keep trying to help I will never know.

one day i will stop caring… and what will happen? they will wonder why i’ve stopped… but then it will be too late.

Another thing that has come to mind about this blog is that sometimes i can’t write my true feelings sometimes… as this blog is too public now… I’m trying to write an accurate blog as possible but sometimes to protect my privacy i sometimes have to withhold it… I’m worried about where this blog is taking me sometimes…

Norval called me tonight i haven’t seen him for a while… He’s working at CarphoneWarehouse HQ on the A40 now… good luck with his new job… I’m arranging with him to head down to Madrid to visit one of our mate there… hopefully that will be good…

Rahul’s Pen collection is getting more complex… this pattern the pens are in order of ink level!!! SICK!

Tonights you You Tube is a very mellow tube that has made me chill tonight…..
Sammy and Sasha Nelson singing “No More”

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(Thank you Orpi for taking this wonderful picture of me)