Driving along the river is so nice at night…. with all the buildings lit up…. I really can’t wait till summer, gonna take a nice long walk along the river….

recently… i’ve been a bit a down i guess its only the people around me that keep me going….

Maybe i make myself down???? like worrying about spending valentines alone… i mean other people prob not spent it with anyone for a year or two…. they ain’t complaining i guess…… maybe i just feel insecure that i will never find anyone else… every time i see a girl anywhere i always think that they’re out of my league… so I never even bother…

maybe i should just give up and just live with the facts… I swear i’m beginning to sound like another friend of mine… and that isn’t good cos i swear she has turned to alcohol….

Nevermind, my only hope now is a miracle!