Where’s my car???????? hey said it was in transit… was actually looking fwd to drive it but i can wait i guess… i’ll give them a call monday and see what update they can give me.

Last night I was quite annoyed with a certain someone… All week I made alot fo effort to make this person happy…. but now i can’t be bothered anymore.

I was quite depress last night that my old habbit was coming back where i would just book a ticket last mintue to places….. I was very close to booking a ticket to paris last night but i stopped cos i knew i would have no money for my insurance if i carried on spending the amount i am spending. When I was at uni i survived on £50 a week and managed to cope….. now i earn more than that and It seems like i still have no money… i mean wtf is that all about.
I really can’t be bothered anymore… I think i’m much happier on my own, recently i’ve been going out quite alot recently spending too much money…. grrrrrr need to stop that part 🙁

Today i had to go into work for 2 hours to hear about a new system they are putting in place in scotland after that i decided to drive to central and met up with Em for yum cha…. went to the Bape shop as well… saw some wicked trainers for £120 was gonna get them but then “tight champ” kicked in and was saying no don’t buy them….. but they looked really cool… oh well prob buy them when i get really depress hahahaha

Times like this my past comes back to me… where i had some really good friends… but like that idiot I am…. i start to ignoring them… i don’t know why i do that… but as good friends they are when i meet them again its like time had stopped and they welcome me back again but its hard to fit in again as they have there own lives now.

Anyway I’m off….. see ya