Last night i had the shock of my life……

3 of my mates arguing about what I intially saw as a minor thing but i guess it wasn’t ….. this has really stressed me out cos i am friends with all of them and i don’t wanna see any of them hurt…. but i can’t do anything anymore…

2005 has been a really bad year for me and i can’t imagine how worse it will get….

Eva gave me a call tonight i haven’t heard from her for ages…. we spoke on the phone for while…. maybe i have too many personal problems kept inside but it felt so nice talking to her…. someone who didn’t know much about my background someone who could give me a fair anwser…

Gonna meet her tomorrow….. can’t wait

Got my bonus at work today was quite happy…. thought i deserved it seeing the way they treat us.