Digital Panda – LifeStream

I had one of the most busiest days at work ever… I didn’t even have time to get a drink… by the end of the day i couldn’t even remember how to even reset a password.

On my way home today went pass the Shell in Earls Court and there was a massive line of cars waiting to go into the Shell Petrol station… then it hit me everyone is panic buying cos of the fuel crisis which is everyone is predicting. So i thought i better do the same cos these nutters are gonna make the petrol stations dry…

Funny enough i went to the Sheps Bush BP station and that was empty… but i thought i better fill up anyway.

I’m on a diet at the moment… getting to fat… I only eat like one meal a day these days… hopefully i can lose 3KG !!!!

above is little sis trying to fit into a train in OC… lol

Today went to meet up gemma for a very late lunch…… picked her up then we went OC… I ate Korean quite nice as always….

Afterwards went back to her place to relax and stuff….. watch tv for a bit etc… then decided to look for insurance and they showed me how to save £600 … Thank you sooo much….

Anyway afterwards… went to central…. i wanted to know the fastest route to central so i followed Phong… it was sooo hard to keep up in my micra :tongue:

Met up with Ming, James and Linda but James had to go back to CK so us three went to play a bit of pool… i could believe i lost to linda but beat ming :p

afterwards went to CK for a snack… and to play big 2… i suck at that games sooo much… atleast i didin’t come last though.

Mr Marc Salem is back with his mind games…. Went to the show last year and it was really good…. it opened up my eyes to human psychology… Last year i went to see Derren Brown and Marc Salem and found that they were both simular in concept but Marc does tend to focus on the concepts rather than being a show man like Mr Brown.

Last year I was picked from the audience I was really nervous so i’m gonna make sure i don’t sit in the front this time :p

Anyway if anyone wants to come just give us a shout.

For my birthday I’m most likelly gonna have a dinner meet then on to Thai Square. Gemma helpling look for a private dining room cos last year it was kinda pricey :p

Today I went to the Temple in Wimbledon Parkside with my Mum… first time i’ve been for many years… its weird i remember when i was small i used to go there all the time… it was prob the only place where the thai community meet… Anyway it was quite nice to go again…

Tonight was just watching Thai music videos… and playing sim city :p

Quite a nice relaxing sunday evening…

Sorry to everyone if you had to put up with my depressing diary…

really had to let it out… most of it is out now so time for me to cheer me up…

http://nflsmackdown.com/bb/showthread.php?t=3047

This site is using one of my pics… i don’t understand the joke either…. but anyway…

I’m off for a drive to waste petrol… See ya

After work i went to Kyoto Gardens in Holland Park to take time to reflect on things ….. was very nice… i think i will go there again tomorrow

A blast from the past emailed me today after reading on my blog and was concerned for me… Made me quite happy that she did…. must have been sooo hard to email me … anyway i’ll email you soon….

Oh well its 2am now… and I need to sleep gotta wake up at 6 to go and have fun at work… Atleast there i have people that make me cheerful….

Had quite a stressful day at work today. So iu needed to chill so went to Holland park for a while to relax and chill….

I think i need just a good night sleep i think i’m so tense.

Today I went to Brent Cross to do some shopping… i brought a pair of shoes and a nice GAP jacket… felt nice doing a bit of retail therapy 🙂

The annoying person contacted me again………. I confronted her with all her lies.. and she just didn’t say anything… beside the excuses she made

She lied to my friends and she lied to me… not sure what she was thinking maybe she thought i would never find out…

You know you can lie all you want i really don’t care… you’re just kidding yourself…. like i said to you on the phone… i wouldn’t even care if you died… thats how much i hate you for lying.

One day it will happen to you…

Night night

I’ve been staring at this picture all day today…. I took this picture a while back… but when i look at it now… i never realised how nice a sunset can be…

Yesterday I left all my worries behind yesterday was the first time i had fun for while…. I could be myself for the first time not worrying about anything. I’ve also decided to leave my problems behind and not let them make me upset again… Thank you Jessi.

One person who i Spent time with on Saturday i would to say thank you for being there for me… i’ve realised you are a good person…. and it would be a shame if you stopped talking to me. I hope you are ok…. As I know you are upset….

To the Thursday person… You were my best friend for a very long time but i learnt a few things about you… and i’ve realised you would do stuff just to cover your back… i don’t know when you changed but i’m glad you will never be close to me again… you ruined my life once you ain’t gonna do it agian… take whatever friend you want with you…. i know who my real friends are now. You ain’t going to hurt me again.

I say 2005 was a shit year for me, but 2005 has also been a suprising year as well… I made some really good friends…

When Shit happens to me it only makes me stronger…. it makes me try harder in life, just to prove to the people who doubted me or who hurted me…

Look at these cool matrix cats………….. cool init…

Went to Another Leaving drinking do on friday… This time it was Frank he Leaving for another IT company…. Good Luck!!!!!

We went to the Mason Pub in Battersea which has the most expensive drinks in the world!!!!

Afterwards Eva picked me up and headed to Gemma B-day dinner!!!!! Quite nice seeing everyone again as we all do different things now…..

Was gonna go Thai Sq as well but i was soooo tired from work… I needed a rest…

Sorry if I have been a bit detached from everyone the past weeks i just need time to myself…

I just need to be alone so i don’t need to worry about anyone else…

On a lighter note been listening to the latest M-Flo album…. now when i first heard it it wasn’t all that but the more a listen to it its not that bad…. it’s a very nice car album….

Talking about Cars my car is 60% done now…. Just needs all the customs fits etc… so they haven’t given me a date yet but might be earlier now… Wish they would hurry up i need to listen to music!!!!!!

You know i’m sooo sick and tired with everything….. Most people would say there job stresses them out and there personal life is cool…

its the opposite with me….. my job is quite stressful but i’m cool with it…. it my personal life that gets me down.

8 months into this crappy year i’m still getting all kinds of crap… I’m just not happy where I am…. I’ve got one person really taking the piss with me today…. was sooo pissed off i couldn’t work today without thinking about it….

what i really hate is people really take the piss on how calm i can be and if they do something to me i won’t ever say…. until it just blows…

Sometimes i feel like i’m wasting my life away… Associating myself with these types of people… this is just gonna bring me down…

I just can’t be bothered with these people who let me down now… and looking at the way you are now…. i’m soooooooooooooo glad i’m not you…. and that’s the reason why you ain’t going no where in life… since i last spoke to these people they are still in the same position…. they are all talk very little action.

And this is what makes me happy…. knowing that…… you deserve everything that comes to you….

As for me, i will never forget what you did to me and i won’t hide from it as well, which is what you are doing…

So depress i walked down Holland Park Ave and back and thought what’s with all this shit….

This is my life.

I luv the fab boy slim remix of Gossip Folks….. A+++++++++++++++++

Went to have dinner at You Me (korean) in new Morden yesterday with Eva was was quite yummy! and at a decent price….

Afterwards went to Brighton to see the fireworks it was very nice… also they had an outdoor cinema on the beach and were playing Jaws….

anyway stayed there for bout an hours then left for home…

Notting Hill Carnival comes to my area again…. hopefully i’ll go and check it out tomorrow…

Spent 4 hours in the VW showroom today… was well restless in the end…. ordered my VW Polo SE….

This baby is gonna be quite unique ordered lots of extras on the car….. Leather Seats and trim, multi function computer, CD auto changer etc…. kinda went all out on this car…

Sadly its gonna take about 3 months to be delievered….. so better start counting the days…

btw my car with be Metallic Dark Grey (looks more black but isn’t)

So Happy!!!!!!!

Hopefully be getting a VW Polo soon…. can’t wait to get one… its sooo sexy … But don’t worry …. The Micra will stay… i’m not selling that yet… that’s my baby :p

Today went to another leaving party at work… it feels like i go to one every month… this company has such a high labour turn-over sometimes i get quite worried about that…

Recently i haven’t been going out much… SORRY guys… just don’t have any money… spent it all in thailand… bit of a bummer… once i get paid i’ll be out again…

Not been doing much… 2 Sat ago i went to Phong BDay BBQ…. it was a nice day out and i enjoyed it very much… it was nice to see the girls again as i haven’t seen them fore a while.

the week after my car got broken into and they took my Tom tom go and stereo face… was well pissed off with that… took me all day to get that sorted…

Since my parent have been back i have been editing there video its given me a headache as there so much footage…

Was out with ming the other day was about to put my card into a cash machine but when i was about to i looked at the machine and thought “that doesn’t look normal” Ming recognised it right away it was a cash machine with a card reader on it…. so we contacted the police and they came to remove it…. before that i called HSBC to tell them about this and they didn’t really care… how nice…