There are things that i really regret doing….

I have let Dedi down many times in the 5 year i have known her…. but in the end she has always came back to me because there something that makes her.

As with everyone we had our good times and we have our bad….. and as with all girls they tend to remember the bad things quite clearing while i never remember her bad times. Anyway… Dedi has been patience with me for all this time and i respect her alot for that….

She said to me many times that “one day the worst will happen and they will find out and i will never be able to see you again”

Never thought it could happen but it did.

And so the story of a good friendship ends. As fast as it started as fast it has ended.

I now believe in fate… cos i’ve seen it happen with my own eyes….

Morning after i was still tired but i had to go to the opticians I was running late….

Booked it the night before because i was deeply offended when jen said i look old in my specs :tongue:

Anyway i brought them…. paid £470 together for 2 pairs…. ones were D&G’s and the other was Quicksilver ones…. they look really cool….

In the afternoon Zoe called i haven’t heard from her for a while…. quite happy to hear from her…. (had to call at a bad time though was driving and holding my phone at the same time) she couldn’t speak long … i miss her…. but it made me happy hearing from her….

Pic below are my new speccies

I am surprised with the amount of people who have contacted me to see if i’m ok… What good friends…. Never knew they could be sooo caring… what shocks me is that some of them who i consider friends but not close showed a new side to them I was really touched….

I’m so lucky to have people around me like this…. i’m quite amazed.

Also a blast from the past a friend who i haven’t spoken for 5 years reappeared when she added me to friendster…. I had alot to talk to her about…. made me feel better.

I guess you can say all this has cheered me up a bit.

Not a good week this week…. So much crap has happened Firstly I am not allow to see Zip again… cos her parent won’t let her…. GREAT!!!!!

I would like to thank her sister for not having a life of her own and deciding to become inspector morse and play detective and tell her parents she was hanging out with me.

People like her are scum they don’t know how it feels like until it happens to them…. also Esther Wong is the most stubborn person in the world… she act like mummy to her sister… i mean come on, she has her whole life she can do what she wants… only because you’re the most boring and no personality person i have ever met, she has to ruin it for others….

I hope she is dam proud for herself…. Anyway i believe in this say “what goes round comes around”

Another thing i did this week is double book myself…. like an idiot i didn’t have the guts to cancel one at the last minute and made one party unhappy…..

I was sorry about that…. but i guess you learn from your lessons…. and now i gotta make sure i say the word NO more often instead of everything yes….

anyway…. Times like this you realised who your real friends are…. Friends that never take the piss out of you when they see you…. Friends that are there for you when you need them the most… this week i’ve realised who they are and i thank them.

All i’m wondering at this moment is when Zip is gonna give me another game of C&C

Oh well gotta be strong…. Problem with my life is that shit does happen to me but i always come out of it feeling stronger and better.

Today i didn’t realised that one of my mates was going back to japan tomorrow…. so i quickly popped by to say good bye…. hopefully i’ll meet up with him in japan this year…. if i can save the money…. which i’m not at the moment 🙁

Yesterday my car wouldn’t start at the petrol station….. the battery had died…. got it replaced but i was so scared of that event i have joined the RAC and brought myself a jump start kit etc….

oh well they always say you learn from your mistakes….

On sunday…. met up with Melvin, Jen, James, Ming, Zander, Linda and Nisa quite nice seeing them haven’t seen them for ages….

Ming showed me the PSP and Nintendo DS…. to be honest i was more impress with the PSP the graphics were amazing for a handheld. Nintendo DS was impressive played Mario 64 but i have to say that the screen seens quite small to play….

we decided to take a road trip from central to the Airport Bowl in Heathrow … and boy was that a trek….

Got there and they were booked 🙁 how annoying….

Happy new year everyone…. a new near and a new start 🙂

Poor people in asia!!! Luckily none of my family live where it happened….

Don’t forget to donate your cash to help www.DEC.org.uk

sorry i haven’t updated it recently…. been busy xmas shopping and working….

Started driving to work as well now…. a 1 hour 10min journey on the tube has turned into a 20min trip by car…. now how good is that…. means i get more time to myself….

oh well xmas is next week…. chance to relax

Passed my driving practical test…. i couldn’t believe… i really thought i failed….. to makes matters worst my instructor told me afterwards that he was the senior examiner as well.

well atleast i can replace the idiot sign (L plates) with the less of an idiot sign (P Plates)

joy joy joy

First day on the job…. wasn’t that bad…. companies very welcoming… it’s a bit of a tight learning curve but i should be ok….

I was really impressed by the 70inch plasma screen in the board room wish i had one myself :p

The past 2 weeks i’ve been on phone to the phone to customer services of like 3 companies….
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Indesit: The washing machines broken and its a nightmare claiming a new washing machine from your insurance! being tranfers from department to department.

Avergae waiting time: 18min
no. of calls : 6
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3 (Three): Trying to set up a direct debit… i must admit the customer service in india has inproved alot that i feel it is safe to give these details with out the company messing them up…

Average waiting time: 7min
no. calls: 1

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T-mobile: Buggered up my mums upgrade had to call for her….
Average waiting time: 5min
no. Calls: 4

When i get to speak tot he call centre staff they are all friendly and helpful…. its just the annoying music that really bugs me!!!!

Wished i could spend less time on customer service lines…..

My contract arrived in the post today… all 300 pages of it!!!!!!!!

guess i’ll be doing alot of reading for a few days….

I’m now offically a IT Support Analyst joy joy!

not been doing much on Saturday Gemma and Phong Came round to see if they could fix my cig lighter in my car…. but Phong couldn’t so i’m gonna leave it now… After that we went to have Yum Char at Jade Garden it was very yummy…..

After that We went to Brick lane cos Susie needed a dress for Zen ….. after that got home…. relaxed and read my how to drive books :tongue:

Monday: Went to get a hair cut and buy some work clothes getting kinda scared now cos i start next week.

Tuesday: My Server power supply broke down so theres was no net connections or webserver for most of today…. it was really annoying….

Anyway i fixed it and it’s running again fine…..

Today i read in the paper that the Dome in london was used as a massive camp site for some group conference.

All i thought was how can you camp in the dome… when i worked there i had to wear 4 layers of clothes two hats and i was still cold!

I installed xenon extreme white head lights on my car today looks really good (and they’re road legal)…. I installed the latest LED side lights as well….. so now all i need is to work out what i will have in my car…. its not bad already i’ve got a 6 cd changer installed but i’m thinking to replace that with a dvd player with fold out tft screen when i save some money….

I’m trying to pimp my ride but i don’t wanna over do it to look boy racer type…

The Cigarette lighter in the car isn’t connected so i took the dash apart today…. there were so many wires in the back i just gave up…. its hard…. I thought i’ll easy… i guess i’ll need to read up on it or something,,,….