Should I take the blue pill or the red pill?

Dont you ever regret something you did or u wish if you could turn back time you would do things differently?

It’s amazing how people can change after a while… I had a conversation about it recently about wishing it went back to the old days… so then you try your hardest to be how you were and the other person does the same. Then it just feels fake? Perhaps it was my fault in the first place?

what are you suppose to do just move on and live with it? perhaps that is the case.

Along with other things happening around me it has really made me feel down and depress.

Friday I went out drinking with Phat, Monica and her cousin. I can seriously say i have not laughed so much and so hard ever. We were getting some life skills and advice from them… After a very long week i really needed the therpy of drinking and it was good!

I was so tipsy but managed to struggle back home from london bridge. For some strange reason no matter how much drink i can always chat on msn messenger without any problem.. Being under the influence of alcohol i remember calling **%^** and started chatting shit till3am! How embarassing 🙁

Saturday I met up with Thach, Monica, Jessica. Went to eat Indian at a place called Morty’s. I was very nice but quite heavy.

Sunday… did my 6.5 weekly run… managed to do it in 43.min a personal best for me. I really gotta thank Minh for helping me out on my pace.. Only a few weeks left till the nike run.