You prob think a job where you get to travel and get to go to meeting all the times is actually cool and fun…. this is what i thought for a while but really it isnt for me…. I’m quite annoyed with my current role so much today i’ve asked to be reassigned to another role.

The only role going is quite hard and you have to deal with BeeTee (take off the ee and ee) …. I feel like i’ve gone back to sq one… one of the reasons why i left my previous job is cos i hated working with them … and now I will have to work with them again.

My line manager took me to a cafe she told me she was really annoyed that i never came to speak to her about my problems… and was very understanding… I also told her i had applied for a post within the department… that really shocked her….

I feel my relations with my manager is very sesitive at the moment….

Anyway besides like that i feel shit……

Other day I had dinner in Belgo’s … had 1kg of mussell to myself… this place does the best mussels!!

[Kelly Osbourne’s first night in Chicago]