You know i’ve been blogging for so long now its almost a way of life for me now.

What if this way of life was the reason i get into so much trouble? do i continue because i should be strong and not let people change my habits cos that would be just giving in?

Thank you for all the supportive comments i recieved in my previous blog and also the texts i recieved… makes me feel much better…. Also reading Rahuls blog as well made me smile.

The person i met wed made me feel much better… and knocked some sense into me again…

on Wednesday at work i was sooo distracted all i could think of was what happened but now i feel much better after that long walk i had on Wed!

I went from Haymarket, along the river to the Tate Modern then over the bridge to St Pauls then walked down along the Strand to China town… FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Best walk i’ve done for a very long time…

At the moment this is always in my mind and I feel uneasy with everything at the moment… Past few days i’ve realised who are my friends and who are not… If they wanna be like that so be it. Not like I only have a few…