Today was the start of my Xmas holiday… no more work until next year.

Recent months i’ve been thinking alot about things and my love life.

Don’t get me wrong I meet wonderful people who I would love to be with but sometimes I discover things later that really annoy me…. and i’m sure i annoy them as well…

They are either bible-bashers, outragous, not normal, obsessive, unorganised or just plain psycho…

Is it me or am i looking in the wrong places? I admit to myself and people close to me that I’m not perfect nor that i am attractive… but then why cant i find someone who is like me and is on the same level as me?

I always say to myself its good being single, no pressure etc… but i actually miss the friendship you share.

I can tell that all the loves in my life, past and present really care/cared for me… and that’s what is hard to let go…

Maybe it’s the feeling of being Alone….

I Love you.