This weekend been driving as always……….. Every night this week i have been out driving and going to eat etc… which has hit my budget hard…. but i don’t really wanna stay at home… i’m in one of those moods again when you think about the past and what has happened to me this year and staying at home, just makes you think even more.

This weekend i’ve spent alot of it on my own… well except when i met up with Ming to go Toys R Us to see if they got any Xbox 360 controllers etc…

Spending time on your own is soooo depressing but at the same time it gives you time to reflect on things….

I went to give my car a wash and i ate alone…

In that time i had one thing on my mind:
– When did my life get so complex?

Wish i could anwser that.

Anyway in the evening on Saturday i went to a Casino for the very first time in my life… not becuase i wanted to gamble… just because they provide free parking in the middle of china town…. Anyway i had to join to get this so i went in to see what was in there… and was quite shocked to be honest… peeps wasting there money etc….

One young woman had lost more than £1k and was still playing BlackJack. The bigguest shock i think is watching old ladies playing….

Oh well atleast i have free NCP parking now…